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Teachings from A Still
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Old City, Jerusalem — Tisha b’Av,
5771 / 2011 |
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This
teaching is dedicated to the refua shelayma of
Moshe Aaron ben Bess. He should experience a
complete healing of body and soul, he along with all the
persons and creatures who are in need of refua.
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Torah
Tisha
B’Av 5771 / 2011
Sarah
Yehudit Schneider
We are
about to observe our one-thousand-nine-hundred-and-forty-first
(1,941st ) Tisha b’Av fast. That amounts to a lot
of hope…and a lot of disappointment. Although mashiach1
could come in any moment, the Talmud declares that Tisha B’Av is the
day most suited to his birth.2 Each year our hopes rise,
and each year they have been dashed.
The
natural tendency, with such a precedent of disappointment, is to
grow cynical and stop hoping. Sadly, many have done exactly that,
often unbeknownst to themselves. They perform the rites of Tisha
b’Av, observe its mourning, wring out a few tears and profess
confidence that this will be the year that our fast turns to feast.
But really…in their heart of hearts, they don’t honestly believe
that now could be the moment. They are jaded by 1,941
disappointments. One can hardly blame them.3
The
question becomes: How do we hope for mashiach with certain faith
that he REALLY could materialize at any moment—weeping for the sorry
state of our reality without him; and yet also find a way to embrace
our present moment (despite his no-show) with unconditional
acceptance. This becomes the prototype of how to process all of our
longings—both personal and collective —in a way that does not
exhaust the heart and produce
despair.4
1)
The first
rule is to give space to the voice of our dissatisfaction. Our
Tradition requires that of us: a) Our thrice-daily Amida, is a
litany of lacks and requests. b) At midnight tsadikim break their
sleep to bewail our fallen state. c) And on one whole day of
the year (Tisha b’Av) we sit on the floor and mourn our broken
lives, fractured peoplehood, and ruined Temple. We step into
glass-half-empty consciousness and spend the day embracing its
(albeit partial) truth.
2)
The
second rule is to know with the certainty of faith that success is
truly an option—that if mashiach could come today and we would still
be able to fulfill our personal and collective missions, then he
will come today, and nothing could hold him back. There
is only one reason that mashiach will not appear this year on Tisha
b’Av (or any other “today”), and that is if his arrival would
(inadvertently) prevent the actualization of some potential that
must occur for Creation’s purpose to succeed. (Mashiach will
come. That is not in question. But whether he will come
today is based on the factors
mentioned.)
3)
Rule
three, is to accept the present circumstance unconditionally,
knowing that “everything HaShem does is for good.”5
Without a doubt, this is the gentlest way that could possibly be
devised to bring about a necessary tikun. And the upshot of
every tikun is expanded awareness and that (i.e. growing
consciousness) is the only true and enduring pleasure. The new
increment of awareness that became available in this (imperfect)
moment will actually produce more joy, peace and soul-satisfaction,
then the blessing for which we yearned.
4)
Rule four
is to dance back and forth between the aching (of #1) and the
acceptance (of #3), all the while keeping the faith-vision (of #2)
as a steady background presence. This is the secret of
chashmal6—the kabbalistic technique of embracing
paradox by oscillating between contrary truths, which, in this case,
are longing and acceptance, though on Tisha b’Av we emphasize the
longing (and the pain which prompts it), whereas on Shabbat we
emphasize the opposite pole of acceptance.7
Yet this
dance only works if we embrace each viewpoint fully when we stand in
its shoes—at that moment it becomes the whole truth. Yet like
a propeller that spins so fast it appears still, this alternation of
perspectives produces a gestalt that jiggles the mind open to higher
truths. It is not just a mental exercise, but a spiritual
practice.
The third
element of the chashmal dance—the faith vision (of rule
#2)—requires us to know that mashiach could
come in any instant though Tisha B’Av (which is just around the
bend) is an especially propitious moment. Yet, as the Ramchal points
out in his famous dialogue between the heart and the intellect, it
is possible to “believe” yet not be whole with that belief.
heart
to intellect: There
are some Principles of Faith which I believe and understand well,
and others which, although I believe them, they are still not clear
to me through understanding and
comprehension.8
Belief in
mashiach’s imminent arrival requires us to accept that a
discontinuous shift in reality is not only possible, but likely even
though the world appears to be moving in the opposite
direction. Nuclear armament threatens the planet’s existence;
materialism is rampant; morality is crumbling; Jews are assimilating
in numbers approaching the Holocaust; economies are collapsing;
terrorism is increasing. How could a generation such as this
merit the consummate reward of witnessing the
redemption?9
While the
story that follows is (perhaps) more myth than science, there is a
growing body of supportive evidence that lends credence to the
principle. Its model of leaps and apparently discontinuous
shifts in process forms the basis of such respectable theories as
punctuated evolution and catastrophe theory. Nevertheless, the
story, as told by Lyall Watson, and reproduced below, is a teaching
devise. Some claim that it is woven more from inspired vision
than hard facts. Science is still building its case of
verification. Though the paradigm has not yet been proven
true, at least on the level of consciousness, it has also not been
proven false . . . or even unlikely.
THE
HUNDREDTH MONKEY10
There are international research stations on several islands off the
coast of Japan to study the behavior of a particular species of
monkey indigenous to that area. The program has been running
since the 1940’s, and extensive data has been gathered on the
subject. In befriending the animals, the researchers began a
custom, which continues to this day, of providing the monkeys with
sweet potatoes. The scientists drop the potatoes in the sand
and the animals collect them and eat them dirt and all. It was
clear, however, that while they enjoyed the taste of the potato,
they found the adhering sand
unpleasant.
One day, on one island, an observer saw a monkey take her sweet
potato and instead of eating it as usual, covered with grit, the
monkey carried it to a stream and washed off the dirt before she ate
it. Shortly thereafter she taught her mother, and soon most of
the monkeys on that island were taking their sweet potatoes down to
the water and washing them before eating
them.
This snowballing replication of some new but adaptive behavior
within a community of animals is commonplace and in itself would not
be noteworthy. Yet something very curious happened when the
“hundredth monkey”11 to acquire this behavior dug up his
potato and took it to the shore. Shortly thereafter,
scientists on two other widely separated islands reported that
monkeys there curiously began to take their potatoes down to the
seashore to wash them.
The
implications are startling. It attests to an unconscious
reservoir of information and motivation that is common and jointly
accessible to all members of a particular species. Although
this is a controversial idea in biology, it is old news in
psychology and religion. Jung called it the collective
unconscious while Judaism calls it a “group soul” or nefesh
clallit.12 It is the repository of memory –
recording and compiling the experiences of all the individuals of
that species. Its base of operations is below the surface, in
the deepest regions of unconsciousness, even below the level of
individual subconsciousness.
Yet at some point, when a critical number of individuals come to the
same understanding or alter their behavior in a particular way, the
scale suddenly tips and this new awareness or behavior pokes through
into consciousness, exerting a visible and tangible influence on the
species as a whole. Thus, even monkeys on other islands, who
were neither trained to wash their food nor exposed to others who
were doing so, suddenly and collectively began displaying that
behavior. Their motivation was internal and unconscious rather
than the usual route – direct and external. On the first
island, one could trace the lines of influence, the gradual
outspreading of an innovative behavior. On these other islands
there was an abrupt and discontinuous shift in reality – a quantum
leap. First no one washed their sweet potatoes, then many
did. There was no way of predicting that such a flip in
consciousness would take place or when it might occur. Scientists
figuratively identify that critical point as the “hundredth
monkey.”
This is a perfect model for understanding the messianic
transition. If, as Tradition holds, mashiach is to reflect the
spiritual level of the generation, then only an era free of sin and
devoted to God should merit redemption. Our generation does
not seem to meet that standard. Yet this precedent of the
hundredth monkey solves the problem. It teaches that there is
an invisible reservoir of merit and consciousness that grows fuller
with each day. And at some critical point, which could be the
next person who gives charity, or walks into yeshiva, or apologizes
to his neighbor, or chooses the high road . . . at that critical
point . . . the scale will tip and the whole nature of reality will
shift tracks. People will feel compelled from within to seek
G‑d and truth and Torah with the same passion that they are now
pursuing money, fame and power. At that point the era of
mashiach will begin . . . as a discontinuous shift in our
socio‑cultural reality.
Let the
power of our collective longing, visioning (and accepting) this
Tisha b’Av tip the scale and initiate the quantum shift into
growth-through-joy that is the messianic signature…and promise.
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Def of Mashiach: The soul of mashiach
has two dimensions. One is the enlightenment that all of creation
will enjoy; and one is that there will be an individual (or more
likely a couple) that will master mind and master heart this giant
planetary-scale project of coordinating all of humanity into a
single, smoothly operating organism, that will run as efficiently as
a person’s body. According to kabbala, all of humanity, actually all
of creation, is really a single partzuf, a single Adam.
In fact, one main feature of messianic consciousness is a greater
awareness of our oneness in this
regard.
The distinguishing
feature of this individual (or couple) is that he/she/they become
the point of entry for the soul of mashiach. The highest tip of our
world contacts the lowest toenails of the hovering soul of mashiach,
and the highest tip of our world is the person (couple),
mashiach.
2
“And the spirit of G‑d hovered upon the
waters.” Midrash Rabba explains that this “spirit of G‑d” hovering
upon the waters is actually the “soul of mashiach,” a term that
refers to the highest possible G‑d awareness / truth awareness that
human beings are capable of. The whole point of our six
thousand year labor of teshuva and tikun, of trying to
grow and evolve, is to stretch and refine our personal and
collective vessels, so that this “spirit of G‑d”…“this soul of
mashiach” can finally fit inside, embodied as the messianic golden
age. Now, it “hovers upon the waters” i.e., the shifting sands
of our physical world, waiting for our vessels to evolve and expand
enough to finally let it come in. Now, our vessels are too
narrow and constricted. There’s no space for its more
expansive vision to fit inside. At some point we’ll accumulate a
critical mass of tikun where the joint system becomes
rectified enough that his/her/their vessel can stretch the minimum
amount necessary for the toe of the hovering messianic soul to
actually, finally, squeeze in. At that point the potential
mashiach becomes the actual mashiach, and that is what it means that
mashiach is born.
3
Psalms 102:11 “For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my
drink with weeping…for you lift me up [by teasing me with hope], and
then cast me down [by bringing disappointment
instead].
4
Mishley 13:12 “Hope deferred makes the heart sick; but desire
fulfilled is a tree of life.”
4
TB Brochot 60b “כל דעביד רחמנא לטב עביד”
5
A word that appears in Ezekiel’s vision and that is built from two
paradoxical subroots: chash which means silence, and mal
which means speech. Together they produce chashmal
(electricity) an oscillating current that vibrates back and
forth between an electric wave then a magnetic wave many times a
second and this produces the phenomenon we call electromagnetism
(i.e. chashmal).
6
Like a tennis player that hops from foot to foot and thus stays
everready for the moment’s call, be it a forehand to the right, or
backhand (to the left). So the dance (and vibration) of
chashmal which happens, ideally, within every rega,
readies us to emphasize longing, if that is the task at hand, like
on Tisha B’Av, or acceptance, if that is the task at hand, like for
example, on Shabbos (where the consciousness of the day is “All your
work is done.”
7
R. Moshe Chayim Luzzato, The Knowing Heart,
p.1
8Actually the Gemara (Sanhedrin 97a, b)
teaches that, surprisingly, these are signs of mashiach's
immanent arrival, and also serve, in their own backhanded way, to
hasten his coming. As the Chofetz Chaim explains, one reason
for this lengthy exile is to increase merit to Israel for believing
and waiting for such a long time. Yet when it starts having
the opposite effect, and people begin to lose faith from the long
dark night of exile, HaShem will hasten the redemption for it has
stopped serving its purpose. (Chofetz Chaim, Tsipita
L'Yeshua.).
9Lifetide by Lyall Watson, pp. 147-148.
Bantam Books, 1980.
10The number 100 is chosen arbitrarily since
the actual number is not known by the scientists but only estimated
by them.
12Chazzal teach of the existence of collective souls
in the animal kingdom and their characteristic expression for each
species in Perek Shira (The Chapter of Songs) which
describes, through verses, the unique function that each animal
fulfills in the world through the way it serves (or sings to) its
Creator. Their song is their level of collective
consciousness, the spiritual drive that is shared by all members of
a given species.
The human being has
both a Divine and animal soul. The point of unification and
collective teshuva which Rav Dessler refers to is in the Divine soul
and is consequently of a much higher order than the corresponding
phenomenon in the animal kingdom. Nevertheless they are
parallel in operation, based on the principle of correspondence,
which is most simply stated, “As above, so
below.”
Blessings
galore…A Still Small Voice

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